4/5/18: Why is it that I have no memory of this incident?
So many things happened this few weeks, and im quite exhausted. People came people leave, is this a joke or wad? Seriously…
Now, number one, one bastard blamed me for everything he done, made me look like a baddie in front of many ppl and let me feel guilty for no reason. Well, he was th one who angered me till i cannot take it, so i unfriended him on fb. Recently realising hating him does nt give me any advantage, i forgived and followed him on twitter. That bastarded followed back, reported me, and ask me to follow back again. Asshole or wad? U think funny is it?! Idiotic leh, so i nvr follow bck, bt he follow and unfollow for some i dunno wad reason -_- then he keep on sending fb messages which i ignored and blocked him on every possible contact ways. In aug 1 saw his fb status which somehow was on my wall, callin me a nerd and stuff. I hate people calling me a nerd. You think i like studying? But if my result nt good, i wont be able to be proud of myself, given tat im nt talented in any ways… also, i have a bad experience with th word nerd, due to him and his good bros. Fuck this shyt.
Nxt, my parents are nt please with me constantly. I have been doing well in my test bt they are showing their disappointment too plainly. Eek, so this is wad i get for scoring results like 12/15 for emaths and 13/15 for amaths… yah, my classmates done btr, people score full marks for both paper, but cant u just let me feel happy abt my results for a moment? Thats why everytime i take bck my result, if good, in class must act happy if nt friends will say ‘haiyo i knw u score very good must u make me feel stupid?!’ , but at home i wont even talk abt it unless asked… if nt i knw i will get some cold water Comments…
Again, people around me calling me crazy, and actually, i do like them calling me crazy, cause when im normal, nobody noticed me. I’ll talk more abt this nxt time
Now, number one, one bastard blamed me for everything he done, made me look like a baddie in front of many ppl and let me feel guilty for no reason. Well, he was th one who angered me till i cannot take it, so i unfriended him on fb. Recently realising hating him does nt give me any advantage, i forgived and followed him on twitter. That bastarded followed back, reported me, and ask me to follow back again. Asshole or wad? U think funny is it?! Idiotic leh, so i nvr follow bck, bt he follow and unfollow for some i dunno wad reason -_- then he keep on sending fb messages which i ignored and blocked him on every possible contact ways. In aug 1 saw his fb status which somehow was on my wall, callin me a nerd and stuff. I hate people calling me a nerd. You think i like studying? But if my result nt good, i wont be able to be proud of myself, given tat im nt talented in any ways… also, i have a bad experience with th word nerd, due to him and his good bros. Fuck this shyt.
Nxt, my parents are nt please with me constantly. I have been doing well in my test bt they are showing their disappointment too plainly. Eek, so this is wad i get for scoring results like 12/15 for emaths and 13/15 for amaths… yah, my classmates done btr, people score full marks for both paper, but cant u just let me feel happy abt my results for a moment? Thats why everytime i take bck my result, if good, in class must act happy if nt friends will say ‘haiyo i knw u score very good must u make me feel stupid?!’ , but at home i wont even talk abt it unless asked… if nt i knw i will get some cold water Comments…
Again, people around me calling me crazy, and actually, i do like them calling me crazy, cause when im normal, nobody noticed me. I’ll talk more abt this nxt time
