Now that poly really, really start and I am really, really studying, I finally feel like a student again.
Poly is really different. The very first day of stepping into school, instead of the expected introduction stuff, the lecturers actually start teaching and I’m like wth…
And first day are always scary. But it is slightly less scary for me, since there is this one week orientation before school starts. I am thankful for it, because I’m a super socially awkward person.
The first day I had cell bio lessons, and the lecturer is a male doctor. I’m impress that he is a doctor, but for god sake he cannot teach. Sorry teacher, if you by mistake read this. I know this is his first time teaching, so I’ll do more self revision than to depend on him for knowledge. I’m good in self revision anyway, since CVSS have its fair share of stupid teacher. Not saying all CVSS teacher are stupid, only one or two. The rest are awesome and taught me well.
I also had basic microbiology on first day and I only know prokaryotes and eukaryotes. And the eubacteria, archaea, protista, fungi and animalia. Something like that.
Second day we had CPT, which I am not interested to know its full name. It was fun, more like bonding lesson than a real module, but I’m sure the boring part is coming. I kinda got lost finding T1, and luckily the teacher is understanding. I had to get help from seniors in FC2. And I swear FC2 food is terrible.
Second day also have maths, which is super boring I swear. I hate hate hate it. Because I learn before, that’s why. It will get better once the difficult part comes in.
Second day I also have second lesson on microbiology, and I’m still blur.
Today had cell biology and inorganic and organic chem. Could not understand a thing.
As for the class, I can’t ask for anything better right? I am not having high expectation of the class anyway, after being in a shitty class years ago. It is like quiet, and not as bonded as other classes. Quite sad that it is not bonded, since people are saying poly classes are bonded and I’m like, what is this?
Class also splitted into cliques. That is probably why it is not bonded.
The class also super scarily smart. Because of smart people in the class. I feel threatened. But then again, who am I? HAHAHAHAHAHA I feel so not humble…
I know poly is all GPA and that I should not slack off but I’m so used to the mug last minute attitude. Since in sec sch I can mug last minute and score better than average. So yeah. In poly I can’t do this. Trying to change since the class also so scary. Must work hard to get into NUS.
I feel that I became more sociable after going poly. In the past, I will never be so friendly to people I only met for a week. If I’m not wrong, it took me like 2 months plus to be close to my new classmates in Sec 3. I sucks in this sort of stuff.
The class suggested BBQ next sat and class lunch tmr. To be honest (and I hope nobody in class read this), we will obviously come as a class, but we probably still talk among cliques nia. No point. Like we sit together, but only talk to people we comfortable with. What is the point man?
One thing I hate about poly is the stupid fashion stress I get. I hate thinking what to wear. So I’m wearing SP shirt like it is my uniform.
And the food serving is too huge. I feel guilty wasting food. Irk!! Where is my small portion of food from the past?
Right now on my whatsapp class group, people are asking how to do the optional maths homework and I’m here not doing it. Who on earth will take maths homework seriously de. Just work hard here exam can already please. I did not do most maths homework last year, and I still get A1 for both my maths in O level because I work hard nearer to O level. Come on larh people, chill a bit please.
I shall sleep now. I hope tomorrow will be cooler! I mean, I’m in poly. What can be worse than not understanding science facts? ;D
