Oh fuck, I dropped my samsung s3 in school today. That mother fucker phone is a godamn bitch! Pardon my vulgarities I’m pissed now. The screen that is super weak cracked like no tomorrow and now I have to spend $110 to fix it.Worse is I cannot tell my parents, or there goes my hope of getting a new laptop during the next IT fair. I suppose that if I’m gonna use the phone for the next one year then it will worth the money. Oh god man. I had a bad feeling for today yesterday night and this is worse than expected. My phone is in my bag now, I’m sorry if I didn’t reply messages fast today. It is because I cannot use my phone, if not the whole family will know I cracked it. Now that $110 is gone, there goes my May’s clothing spree, my hope in getting 2am debut album and probably a new pack of contact lens. Must wait until June to get them. Thanks to my clumsiness and Samsung super weak screen. I dropped Samsung S (the first and oldest one) like a zillion times and it only scratch the screen. It never crack so I’m disappointed in S3.
Anyway, I joined quite a few CCAs in today CCA fair. Stupid me, I even sign up for vocal talent’s audition. Actually before joining SP I wanted to join SPVT, because they sign acapella and 2am always sings it and it is super damn good. But I know my singing ability larh. Confirm plus chop cannot make it in the audition one. But if funnily I got in, I will feel bad to those who really want to get in. Because I confirm quit when I cannot cope. Red cross is my first priority. I joined red cross, as expected, since no footdrill. When at the booth my CVSS red cross senior recognise me. But I don’t, so I am like “yea yea you’re my senior”. Damn awkward, especially when I skip a lot of CCA training in lower sec, because I really hate footdrill. But I’ll commit to red cross in SP, unless the CCA piss me off. I want my gold with honor ok? And I joined NYAA thingy to get NYAA gold. Also signed up for string assemble which I really have no interest in. I’ll go for first training though, to meet people who love violin. I like the sound of violin, and maybe those people can play for me to hear hahahahahahahaxD. I still want to join the piano one. No sports for me though. I can feel these days that my scoliosis is affecting my breathing already. Join sports I think I might die during training. T~T Curse you scoliosis I never ask for it. Damn those genes!! Fuck you DNA!
Did I mention I missed him super much? How sad that he went to another Poly. I was really hoping he chose SP, but obviously he didn’t. Damn, still trying to get use to a school without his presence. It’s difficult…
