1 Oct 2014,
I am very happy today. My sister’s friends are supposed to come to our house today, but they didn’t because their parents don’t allow. This is good news. I don’t like my sister’s friends. They judge a lot. And they think I’m ugly and said it directly to my sister who told me. Not that they are very pretty or anything.
I have nothing to do today. No schedule or whatever. Watched 2 episodes of Wang’s Family. I feel sad for GwangBak. And it made me think, I could have been her if I am a little more brave. I could have been like her. I didn’t because I didn’t dare to try. HoBak is poor thing too. How can her father send two useless people to college and didn’t let her go when she wanted to study the most? And Sedal and the ugly evil rich woman, I hope both of you get hit by Karma. Sedal’s mother and sister are top level bitches. I can never tolerate people like them. And HaeBak, I feel her pain. I can see that she do not want to be a judge. I understand how she feel. When parents won’t support what you want to be.
Spent my time scrolling tumblr for Ryeowook’s picture as usual. I used tumblr at first to get 2am news but there is no news at all. Now it is my [stalking Kim Ryeo Wook] tool. Very useful and easy to use also.
Watched half of Super Junior KTR video with chinese subtitle. Ryeo Wook is a great radio DJ and I like his voice a lot. Somehow I feel that Singapore DJ, their voice annoys me a lot and what ever they talk about is stupid or I don’t even understand.
It is October already. How time flies. One year ago I am preparing for my O level. My dream at that time, my motivation to study, was to be in Biomedical Science. Now that I got in, I wish I stick to my original goal of going JC. I regret already. I feel like I don’t belong to my course. Someone once told me that passion isn’t everything. To succeed you need to do something you are talented in. At that time I thought it was bullshit. Now I understand what it meant. I should have done business or engineering. Why am I so stupid?
I saw this on Twitter. As much as I have no idea how it work, I have one thing I know. And it is logic.
If you have no thigh gap, then you are not skinny. Don’t bash people for having thigh gap you this low life. I know whoever type this is jealous, please don’t be.
And I heard the news about Jessica leaving GG. I have never been a fan of GG or her, and will never be, but her spending 15 years and being expelled just like that, is a little sad.
Should I watch another episode of Wang’s Family? I feel sad everytime I watch it. Because I can feel their pain.
The show teaches me that you should never have more than 1 child. If not you will be bias and then your children will hold a grudge. Not all neglected children will grow up like HoBak. Later some end up killing their parents out of hatred of something. That will be scary.
Ending this post with a Selfie I took yesterday before going for my NYAA meeting. Looks weird though.
Bye~
