I’ve tried my best, and sometimes I do get tired too.
I try my best not to discriminate people or to judge people even before knowing them. Even if they don’t think the same way as me, I try to understand and think from their point of view.
Not everyone will agree with what I do, because it can gets tiring and annoying at times. And it also requires a lot of efforts.
But I understand. Not everyone are the same. People are different. That is what makes us unique. Why marginalise when you chose to see things in another point of view?
I’m not saying people who don’t do things the same way as I do are wrong. Nobody is ever wrong. We just act differently.
I tried my best not to make anyone feel like an outcast. I always try to do that. But people tell me to leave the extras alone.
Do they know that, maybe they are suffering? Maybe they do want to be like everyone.
I’ve never been a cool or popular kid in school, and I do not want to be one. Being the loner in school will more suit my image.
That’s why I look out for people who don’t hang out with large group of people.
I worry for them.
I don’t know what is going on in their mind. What they are thinking, what they are feeling.
They do have emotions too. And I bet they wish to be accepted and be in one of the popular cliques too. But they can’t.
Maybe because I have been one before.
So yah, I will continue to try to be nice to everyone (except obvious jerks) but one day, if I get tired, please do understand too. If I do treat some people badly at times, I am just tired of being nice. Because I’m not a robot too.
