8 Dec 2014,
Today’s Biochem MST is really easy if you ask me. Maybe because this is the first MST paper that I did not spot questions?? But I can do and I am very happy about it. Hopefully can get an A for this paper because I’ve worked hard for it. 
Last minute spot one careless mistake omg that could have caused me a 4 marks (which is like 8% gosh). The fructose in sucrose nearly killed me. Thank god for making me had eye contact with that diagram that I drew and instantly felt something was wrong. 
I was having high expectations for this paper because it was quite easy. Was hoping for full marks but my hope crashed because I did something wrongly in MCQ all thanks to me not paying attention during tutorial 
Lecturers should just test things based on what they put in notes. Plus biochem notes is full of typo and weird grammar, and being super sensitive to obvious mistake I get a bit frustrated over it. 
This whole test made me think if my poly life is just to meet expectations. If yes, then my life is pretty much sad because that wasn’t what I want to do. Like yes, some expectations need to be met but not everything needs expectations……
Very curious on who will be my future classmates next year. I’m going to accept the fact that not all my friends in DBS will go to Med Tech with me and I’m cool about it, I mean everyone have dreams (although some, really don’t suit what they want hahhahaxD). I just hope all the smart people shoo away and ummm, average student come come. I will welcome average students hahahaha. I don’t like fierce competition, it can get a bit tiring. So yah, GPA <3.9 please come to med tech hahahaha. 
I hope my future classmates are the type of people who are hardworking in projects but lazy during exams. Does it sounds possible?
My class only got like 5 or 6 people going med tech, thus making it like the least popular choice. And ta-dah, i will meet a lot of new people whom I will call my ‘classmates’ next year, which can be quite frightening because I don’t know who they are and how are they. Hoping for nice classmates, maybe some kpop fans so i can scream around with them for the next two years. Popz and assholes can shoo to the other two options kekekeke^^
I heard a lot of guys want cardiac when there is only 3 spots for them. Poor thing I think they will have selection. Even more poor things are the girls because they are stuck with only 3 boys in their class of probably 20? Research will be filled with guys I think, since most of them would probably end up there. And Med Tech hahahaha, no boys also good. But like… impossible? Means I probably have to work with them -_- and me no like. 
I’m on a mission to pull up my GPA first, before thinking of next year. Hopefully can pull up to a 3.8 before going year two. This means I have to work hard. Especially in maths because I want another distinction, and to show off to yawyaw. Actually I want 2 distinctions but I cannot find one more module I’m good in hahahahahahaxD. 
Have to jiayou for my anatomy. Anatomy is the last difficult module. After this whole MST I’m going to do microbio. Yup, this is good because I spent two sem on microbio which is something important for med tech I guess? There is always rainbow after rain. KEKEKE^^ Doing microbio is to my own benefit. 
I’m abit lazy to study chem because I’m feeling complacent. All just because I did fairly okay in the class test that worth a miserable 5%. HAHAHA I slept in god knows how many lessons and did a bit of practice one night before the test plus I don’t really do tutorials. Worst is I studied redox which is not tested at all. But I manage to score above class average and I’m quite proud of it. Like, I’m not the highest, and I know some of my friends score better than me, but I’m still proud. 
Like dude, I didn’t study much hohoho 😀 ooops, need to be humble. But small things like these makes me think that I’m not as dumb as I thought I am. They can win me in biology all they like. It kinda hurts when from the top 15 student from sec sch I drop to like the stupidiest in biomed. It kind of… sucks, this type of feeling. Okay maybe not the stupidiest in biomed, but in my class? I mean, who else get a GPA of less than 3.7. I’m guessing none.
I realised in biomed I no longer feel like asking people “how much you score” after a test or something because everytime I ask I don’t get that satisfaction feeling anymore. All I feel is despair and hopelessness. 
HAHAHHAHAXD So guys, if you want to feel smart in Poly, don’t come to biomed (although people from other course sees you as some 8 pointers blah blah blah).
Yep, am I the only one who feels that proud feeling when people says they wanted to get in biomed but they can’t? Am I the only person who feels proud and happy to hear that? 
But I worked very hard and sweat tears and blood to get in, I deserve to feel happy ya? But when people are curious about my GPA that is a whole other story. Nope, I’m not the type of biomed student who bags the distinctions and get 4.0. I can’t and I don’t think I want to aim that anymore because it is too stressful and I hate stress. Maybe good things comes when you least expect it? ;D
Okay I type until a bit too much already and a bit side track until far far hahhaha. Bye!~
