Well, let me review my goals by 17 and see how many I actually achieved… I posted a blog post long ago i think to list them down but somehow I’ve forgotten all about it lol
Oh yes by the way, I’ve officially failed DBSSC interview because I didn’t get in. To be honest, saying I have no feeling about it is a lie. I do feel upset but then, failure is the mother to success. I believe not getting in will open new opportunities for me in future anyway. Who cares about a tiny SC… There must be a reason. Anyway, it was a nice experience trying, especially because it is my first. Having no experience in such things sucks, because everyone else have an advantage over you. Oh well… It’s okay, I’ll try other CCA. And this is the reason why I need back up plans. It is their loss and not mine hahahhahahaxD. They just rejected a part time accountant that is highly paid. One that volunteers to do the work for free instead of charging them $30 an hour. Well, since they want it this way. If their treasurer do a bad job I’m just gonna laugh. I believe my leadership skills is shit, but I have confidence in my computer skills. Although I failed, but I won’t regret not trying, which is a good thing because all my life I regretted not trying something and it sucks.
Okay back to my goals…
- I want to learn how to study smart – I guess I got this? The secret is not to spot question. Yes it can be tiring, but will be worth it when you actually understand the questions during exam.
- I want to volunteer at a hospital – Failed, because by law minimum age is 18
- I want to be more financially independent – Very… My boss pay me more than my parents give me every month.
- To be less socially awkward – ummm, this I’m not sure. But is better than last year so…
- To overcome at least 2 more fears – Umm, I think I failed this despite trying..
- Improve my computer skills – This I did it. WAHAHAHAHA because the daughter of an engineer cannot have shitty computer skills.
- Get distinction for my korean – Soon, soon 😉
- Be less ‘lag’, like respond faster and grasp situation quicker – Better than before le.
- Not to hate any classmates/buddy classmates – I don’t hate anyone yet
- Reduce my temper (which reduced a lot since primary school) – Yep I have improved in this
- Help sister get into express stream next year ^^ – LOL I helped her score higher than me so yep, goal fulfilled
- Be less dependent on lecturers (who are not dependent at all in the first place) – Definitely
- Be active in CCA – I guess I have tried
- Love my CCA – I do love my CCA
- Have more fun in school, create more memories – Many created
- Attain First Aid Cert!! – Can’t… Missed the course. I guess by next year hopefully
- Do at least 5 first aid activity – No cert how to do 🙁
- Be more cheerful maybe – It is hard to be cheerful while tired..
- Improve my presentation skills and bullshitting skills – I think it actually worsen
- Spend more times with all my awesome friends – Umm, who? HHAHAHAHAHAH
- I want to improve my leadership skills
- And talk to more people
- I want to secure at least one leadership post in a CCA
- While maintaining my GPA
- Also want to make lecturers like me more, which means sleeping less in class maybe
- I want to do a lot of volunteer work to help others
- Try new things that I couldn’t in the past
- I want to shine over the others
- And I want to make sure my spoken korean is good
- I do not want to regret not trying something
- Save more money – a coin a day
- Treat my friends better
- Improve my fashion sense
- Do well in my job and prove my worth in computer skills
- Continue to love my 2am and be loyal to them
- Be way more ambitious than now
- DONATE BLOOD
- Go for at least one competition
- Be less tired
- Make even more memories