4 Feb 2015,
Today is such a bad day. 😕
I found out something quite some time ago that I did not really say out. 💭 What my conversation will be differs from people to people due to personality. I realised that I tend to complain to negative people👎, while I share my joy with positive people👍. And there is actually some science behind this.
Maybe I complain to negative people because they are more likely to relate and understand. When you are mad the very last thing you want to hear is “cheer up things will be better” this type of bullshit. I mean, just let me vent them all out and I’ll probably forget about it. And when you vent to negative people they are most likely to complain along with you, which feels kinda good when you are hopping mad about something.😠
I share joy with positive people because they will confirm be happy and share my joy also, making me even more happy. Isn’t this like great?😄 And really, the very last thing you want when you are happy, is for some one negative to come in and ruin your joy. Happens to me so many time that my happy days turns sour because I shared the good news to the wrong type of people. 😑
Oh yes, back to the story.
Had a freaking bad day today. Like nothing seems to be going well.😟
Firstly, at home. My stupid brother hog the toilet so long 🚿🚽 that I cannot go and grab my hair tie and eye drop. Stupid.
Then I went to the bus stop and check bus timing. 12 mins to Hougang MRT and 9 mins towards Kovan MRT. If I were to take any of the buses I’m going to be so late.🏃 Had to walk to the next bus stop which is like 2 roads away, with a limp because of my injured toe. And had to run for the bus with painful toe when I was reaching the bus stop.🚌
And yes, in case you are wondering about my injured toe, I knocked my little toe onto the chair when I was walking out of the kitchen. It was so sudden and so painful that I collapsed on the floor, the first in my life that I collapsed because I hit my toe. 😨 Thought that the pain will go away after a few minutes but until now still painful. Suspected dislocation/fracture but I compared it with the uninjured one and it looks perfectly fine. No decolorisation also. After much Google, I just conclude it as toe sprain.
Okay whatever.
The walk to the MRT station was horrible. Long, boring and annoying. Boarded purple line train and not so crowded but got stupid people come so close to me. Have to keep shifting my feet for that 5 mins on the train because I fear people step on it (those dumb aunties always step on my shoes with their pasar malam quality shoes).
Limped my way to circle line. Not the most fun thing to do, especially when the walk is long, and there is a lot of people, and people and rushing.
Queued for the circle line train and empty train comes.🚇 All the stupid adults rushed to the door. Of course, poor injured me who can’t even stand properly with two legs get no seats while healthy young adult took the seats and played candy stupid crush. This is still fine, I expected no one to give me seats anyway, because I never bandage my toe and I was in shoes because of lab (more agony). But this uncle, he took the reserved seat which I feel that I deserve it more, and HE KICKED MY TOE. Stupid uncle. Curse him. 👿
No seats for the 21 terrible minutes on Circle line. Green line was horrible too because I kind of missed the train and had to wait.
Then I stood at T11A lift like a stupid fool because I said I will help my friend collect lab coat which she forgotten to bring. 😩
Lab was… boring because I didn’t do anything at all. Datasheet by next week…📝
Presentation kind of went well for me, although nobody asked me questions and I asked nobody questions too.
Went home alone because nobody is free to do project with me. 😶
Went to Kovan and wanted to buy fried fish noodles because of my craving. Saw a stall so I went to queue and order. That stupid auntie gave me the noodles with no milk. YUCK. Wasted $3.70. Craving not satisfied and I even walk a distance to buy it. Chou auntie. Will never buy from that stall ever again.😑
After buying, walked to the bus stop and the bus will only arrive in 12 minutes (with delays)😒. Damn angry and bored and my hands are breaking from all the things I have to carry. Realised the soup spilt also because the auntie never close the noodle properly. Chou auntie x2. Had to sit on that chair but not chair thingy to close the container properly, and I swear from the corner of my eyes I saw 2 disgusting puddle of spit. Which stupid human with no brain spit the saliva there. What if this stupid human with no brain have tuberculosis. That’s it. Some people have no brains.😠😠😠 They need to be exiled.
When the bus comes after what feels like an eternity, all the auntie cut my queue and I get no seats. 😲 Had to stand on a bus with many turns with an injured toe. Oh no, that is not fun at all. And when I finally get a seat, a few stops down got one auntie want to sit so of course I let her sit. And I stand.
Oh bleh, and when finally reached my stop I got down and the freaking traffic light was damn long and don’t let me cross.🚦
Once I reached home, pass the gates, realised someone moving. The dumb lift cannot go up. Damnit. Lucky I was smart enough to press [down] for the other lift to open so I can make it go up.
Oh well, I think I need a nap.
