17 May 2015,
A long overdue post but I shall do it now. As a form of reflection since I don’t have the mood to study.
I seriously feel damn shitty over this whole thing. Like, I have no idea why I work so hard but the result doesn’t improve. But thanks to the ex-ex-BDD assistant head I think I found out why already.
Connections. This is what you need for a successful BDD. I will be more thick skin and publicise to more people. But first, I need to meet more people.
I will say the team works well. I like Red Cross people, they are nice and work well. Not everyone, but majority and I am satisfied. All except one did their work before datelines and I guess I can’t complain much when the problem here is that I can’t lead.
And they say I am not strict enough. I want to be someone who is strict so that people will stick to the datelines. I guess I need to work more on this.
I am very determined to change SPBDD. Like, since I’m going to plan SPBDD for one year, might as well make it good and do it well right? I’ve seen the history of SPBDD, Isn’t very good but isn’t very bad either. I want to make history. To set the benchmark high for my juniors. Maybe I will fail, maybe I will succeed. But you know, the most important thing is to try.
And I am trying.
First by changing how SPBDD run and plan.
I’m changing the departments and their roles, and also collaborating with RC publicity department so that one, my team can focus on getting more donors and two, the publicity team get more CCA points, or experience, or whatever. HAHAHAHA.
There is a few things I am not happy with this drive, and I will change it by the next drive. By any methods, I will get rid of the complains and make SPBDD a fun and enjoyable event that people look forward to.
Firstly, let me get approval for playing movie. I think it is a super cool idea. I noted many people look bored while waiting for health check, especially those that come alone. They will be on their phone constantly. I will change this and play movie, or have some event to entertain them. That will be planned by my future juniors. I hope I get nice juniors.
I miss the feelings of having juniors. Cute juniors that rely on me. That will be uber cute.
Suddenly I miss my RC juniors from CVSS. 😢😢
As BDD head, I will make sure I set history this year. Blood donation is important.
Maybe I’m doing so much because I have this bond with Blood Donation since secondary 1.
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