Every morning I wake up just so I can go to work. There is nothing I look forward to. Like I already know what is going to happen at work… Everything became a routine, I’m learning nothing.
There is no events or customers I look forward to seeing. It is just the same mundane day again and again…
Even the food I eat is repetitive. I was so sick of eating the same food so I went out to dabao today..
But guess what… The stall selling the food I wanted to eat WAS CLOSED.
Everyday I hope the day quickly end but when it end I realise tomorrow would be the same.
I’m just hoping for the same thing everyday.
And it is tiring me out.
I want to go back to school but at the same time I don’t want to go back to school.
I’m left with less than 7 weeks in SG. I just wanna spend with people that I know I’ll miss. So many people so less time…
I’m having such a hard time and going through an emotional roller coaster… Yet everyday I’m forced to smile at people and at customers. Fuck. I don’t even have to mood to joke with people nowaday.
I want my old self…
I think I need a break to read some textbook or play some arcade.
F&B is not my thing.
