I forgot to bring my phone charger to lab (again) and I might have to OT because tmr is public holiday.
And everyone uses iphone here. Yay!
My spine failed on me today.
It started about 10am when I was preparing my lysates. I was just yawning when I felt a sharp pain at my spine area. Not the middle part, but the curved part (aka towards the right side).
Fuck.
It’s so bad that if I stretch or yawn, it will hurt so badly till I want to curse.
And it is still hurting now. Sianz.
Plus MRT have no seats for me. And since scoliosis doesn’t look very obvious, I can’t possibly ask those aunties and uncles to give me their seat.
I’m not that brave.
But it really hurts… 🙁
I want to fix this shit asap but I HAVE NO TIME.
Of all the deformities that I can have, I must have scoliosis.
When I need it to be obvious (e.g. When I need a seat on the mrt), it is not obvious. When I don’t want it to be obvious (e.g. When wearing dress, skirts), it is fucking obvious.
It’s like I’m healthy but suffering chronic pain. Who can understand to be honest. Most people don’t have it as bad as mine.
Bring on the surgery. I cannot wait for the doctors to find an alternative anymore.
The scar though… 😭
OT-ed in lab for nothing. My western blot had unspecific signals KNS. 😭
Oh but then today, while on my way to lab, got this guy just tap me on my shoulder and said hi. I was wondering who he is and am I supposed to know him.
Turns out to be my primary school classmate who stayed at the block opposite me. Somehow, we didn’t bump into each other during sec sch and poly/jc days. Even though we stay so close. LOL
Because of the incubation time, I had time to update my main blog. Backdated the posts since July.
Still have many posts I haven’t had time to write but I’ll find time on Thursday to do it I guess.
Before I forget them.
