When I was 7, I had this notebook that is locked by passcode. Not sure if those kind of notebooks still exist but those were the trend back then.
So anyway I remembered writing in that book that Imma give my parents allowance money once I start working, but every time they scold or punished me I’ll deduct the money from that set amount (I think it was 500$) until it’s depleted.
Basically saying I’m an idiot at 7 years old HAHHAHHAHA
And speaking of this, I honestly have no idea how rich or poor my parents are, and I’m not interested in it anyway.
I always thought my family isn’t rich until I enrolled into poly and had to fill up a form. LMAO that’s when I realised I don’t even have to suffer by working part time after o levels but since I was a moron who thought that my fam is poor… Haizo
But after so many years of misconception I still feel guilty for using my parents’ money.
That’s why I rather work than to ask for extra money. Just feels weird ya know, like heol I’m not entitled to their money and they should be spending it, not me.
Oh well, in a few months I’ll be earning legit salary. Honestly I can’t wait. Not for the money.
I miss lab.
My disorganised writing makes me wonder if I have schizophrenia. hahahaha… Jkjk but that’s one of the symptoms tho
My savings is depleting at a rapid rate. Help la.
But I want to buy the razer keyboard which cost like £149 after discount. Not sure if I should get it now or get it when I’m back ij SG.
