It’s been a long time since I listened to 2am.
I wished I knew the reason why I liked you. When I first saw you 11 years ago, I knew that you’re different from the rest. But god is cruel, you’re someone I can never have. We’re totally different people. Yet for some silly reason, I never seemed to move on from you.
I’ve tried convincing myself over the past few years that I could like another guy as much as I liked you. I tried so hard to make myself grow feelings for others. I tried to meet new people. Why is it that my heart is so damn stubborn?
I know from the start this one sided feeling is going to bring me only heartbreak and nothing else, but how is it that I can’t save myself from it? All these year, I was able to shield myself from everything, except you.
I don’t know if I’ll ever have feelings for another person as much as I had for you.
This is my punishment for wanting something not for me.
I hope you’ll be happy with that girl. I sincerely hope she’s the one for you.
As for me, it’s time to…
bury this feeling…
and move on with my life.
말도 못하게 시간이 흘렀지만또 다른 사랑하고 있을 너지만어디에 있건 행복하길 바랄께
Dear god, please give me lots of work so I can stop thinking…
