Was really dispirited for my Tue presentation at NUS. I was so disappointed in myself that I typed this on my phone on my way back but was too busy to post this.
Well anyway, I redeemed myself today because prof said we did well. Got part of my confidence back, but I know I am still far from my peak performance in presentation. Especially when this shit is online. I can’t do online. I need to work harder to get back to my best self.
5/10/21
I won’t even try to make excuses like I’m not in my best condition or I am sleep deprived. It’s bad and I know it’s bad when I’m talking.
I felt really crappy about my need for a script when it’s only a 10 minutes presentation. But how am I supposed to memorize 1400ish words that does not even make any sense to me?
I feel bad for my group mates but they’ll do well anyway because there’s me to tank the bell curve.
My glorious days of being a good presenter is over. I’m no longer that girl that aces every single presentation.
Every presentation since uni is just a huge disappointment and I hope I can partially redeem myself this Thursday.
Also, please keep my bioimaging grades in your prayer because I will fucking need it.
Feeling damn down right now. Srsly the presentation went so horrible, it’s worse than the presentations I made in Primary School.
Well, at least it’s probably the last presentation I have to do which I have absolutely no interest in.
BTW NUS kids are nice. Dropped my card and dude actually bothered to find my email to return to me. 🙆🏻♀️ I was so worried throughout class.
