Is it loser-ish of me to had hope you had a little feelings for me?
He came back. After more than half a year of radio silence, and me basically forgetting him and moving on, he returned. And he made me felt the same pain I experienced last year again.
My foolish ass actually hoped he came back because he actually liked me but no. All he probably wanted was closure.
I’m so tired. Days like these made me wish so badly that I never applied for that stupid local exchange. That 3AU worth of pass/fail is not worth the heartbreak I experienced.
Maybe someday I will erase him from this blog just like all the previous men that hurt me. But for now, I need to focus on moving on from him… Again…
Seriously though, am I really not as good as that girl?:(
Sad news aside I got a job offer. At least I’m someone’s first choice lol. Which reminds me I never blogged about why I’m leaving research (finally, I know). That’s for another day.
