20 April 2015,
I was super duper excited to become a year 2 that I could hardly slept the last night. But then my lecturers have to spoil my happy mood by not being in school and cancelling almost all my lectures in the first week. So not motivating. But anyway, my mood today is uber uber good and I’m super happy and this is the first step to being a happy year 2 student yeah 
I’m feeling like super want to eat something but I am not hungry like can my stomach please calm down. No I have no appetite for any food right now, but yet I really want to eat something. Plus I am still full from my dinner.
Tomorrow is going to be super unproductive and a lot of travelling. First, have to go to SP for OCRM briefing. Then, I’ll go to Bras Basah to collect my specs. Then go back SP for BDD and CCA fair meeting. So unproductive. No lessons again. Can you sense my boredom…
Even if I were to give up science you can still entertain me with it for this two years yoz.
Humanities ftw!!^^
Wednesday is going to be a long day + meeting of SIP class and going to HQ for some BMO seminar. I just hope that seminar is going to be useful for my future drives if not it will just be a waste of time which I can do better stuff with.. Like studying? Or sleeping…
Today was talking with my DBS friends and they say I’m mysterious LOL. I mean I do have many personalities but isn’t that a typical person who have dreams and working hard but still wants to have fun hahahahha. Or maybe I am too extreme? But yeah… I think I’m quite normal. Just trying to fulfil a childhood dream and making the best of my teenage years after wasting 4 years in nothingness… When you waste 4 years you just want to double the fun now to make up for it ya? HAHAHHA
And I think I am very lucky to be who I am now. I am thankful to be rejected from DBSSC because wow, I really have no idea this is how it is like. I am surprised and shock. Maybe I think things too positive, or maybe just I haven’t experience it. I am also thankful to be in BDD because it is something I enjoy and I feel no competition, no politics, no nothing here. Maybe there is but I just… don’t know? But I hope not. Because I believe that people who do good deeds are nice. And I like to be surrounded with nice people. 
